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Friday, September 28, 2007

~ bet u'll love ~
--------------------------------
bet u'll have fun watchin
piercin her hart
smashin it to ur own child's play
bet u'll love watchin
de dead takin her away
bet u'll love watchin
ur presence rippin her soul
from piece to piece side
bet u'll be swept away
by de fact u ruined her life
bet u'll love her abences
love her sorrows
love her death
love she's left
love she's gone to nowhere
takin all shes got sorrow and all in despair

::petals:: d e a t h m y :: S . A . L . V . A . T . I . O . N :: 6:44 AM
Friday, September 21, 2007

~ drowning apologies ~
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inmmobalised wit sorrows
suffocatin hart wit apologies
will u forgive her wrongs
will u help lift her soul
will u free her tears
will u capture those fears
holdin back she pleads
"please forgive me...please please"
"i'm sorry...i'm sorry..."
"but i beg u to smile wit me again will u pls?"
begs...pleads...yells..screams her hart out...
"....."
too much till leavin dying sobbing crying
drowin in her pool of bloody sins
dyin holdin tight her worst griefs
knowin forgiveness will not relief her
as its shall not happen
no ever not after remainin foreva
her sins drownin her
not forgivin her...

::petals:: d e a t h m y :: S . A . L . V . A . T . I . O . N :: 5:51 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007

~ dying with a smile within ~
-----------------------
watchin closely look at him go
sinkin into her arms her blue eyes
holdin her close
lettin all emotions flow
as de black rose peek
her tears streamed
but lookin at him smiling
as black rose secretly pray de best for him
quietly blessing
slowly dying...
leaving de world smiling
dying in black rose's coffin..

::petals:: d e a t h m y :: S . A . L . V . A . T . I . O . N :: 4:39 AM
Thursday, September 13, 2007

~ taken too deep ~
------------------
took her hands faded away,
seeping too deep,
into the distance far away,
feeling the scars as she weeps
taken by the shadows as it sways,
drowned in blood as she bleeds,
tryin ta drain the pain,
is there a must to bleed?
shall it be love tt she needs?
but i doubt,
no one will be able to give,
as she was left to nth indeed.

::petals:: d e a t h m y :: S . A . L . V . A . T . I . O . N :: 4:07 AM

~ a black rose burial ~
-----------------------
silently graceful,
slippin thru unseen fingers,
left seemlessly aimin,
at the rose she loves.
admiring the red one,
yet hatin herself the black one,
hiden smiles she given him,
but fading away shes already gone,
telling herself she'll nver get him.
understandin no one would love,
someone like a black rose within.

dedicated to BSPH,
P.S: i love you truly and will always stay that way..

::petals:: d e a t h m y :: S . A . L . V . A . T . I . O . N :: 1:13 AM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007

~ de hiden soul ~
---------------------
beats the battered child,
ask if she knew,
all u're doing if it kills,
but all she could say was,
"i could no longer feel..."
as too much enotions drowned her will
shall it be love she needs?
shall it be grief she feeds...
all faded in de hands of de murderer,
who could onli see,
the love for de child's misery.
screamed and yell,
she cried for help,
but all she sees was just darkness,
sitting in de laps of de murderer,
doing all she wans w/o knowing how she felt...

~ oways pretendin her smile...

::petals:: d e a t h m y :: S . A . L . V . A . T . I . O . N :: 1:03 AM

:: S . C . R . E . A . M . S ::

:: demented :: P . A . S . T :: more ta come....

September 2007
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April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
August 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
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:: V . I . C . T . T . M . S ::

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gateway to :: H . E . L . L ::

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.: rose eden :.
.: goth/dolls :.
.: victoria . my goddess :.
.: billy martin . my god :.
.: sweeney todd :.
.: level 27 :.
.: dcma collective :.

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holding on ta memories
wishing she could wash em off
wheepin sobbing tearing cryin
looking at those fears she went soft
surrenderin all she've got
loosin herself for all assualts
pretendin...cheerin,smillin
all seems too real
but no one feels
the burnin sorrows she's been holdin tt kills

alone...
so out of touch
so afraid
and lost so much

pls when would there be
a true and real reality?
where nothing seems like a fantasy
and all are written in destiny

lookin at this dreams
nothing is wat it seems
turnin frm these disgrace
lookin at a devils face

crying tears of blood and pain
crippling fear inside my brain
crouching wit these illusions
wandering off in oblivion
fading in de cold breeze bit by bit...

:. p e t a l s .: