~ graveyard tribute ~
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surrounded wit corpse
walkin thru de nite
she knew its her fault
dat they're lying dere dead not alive
ridin beside de graves
its a blissful place
closin her eyes she made a wish
wishin she could
lie wit these bodies
so dat she could repay her sins
of those dead as she made em sink
so sorry she felt
she screams and yell
yet no voice no sound came out
guilty as she felt
she knew its true
her death would bring peace
and cover all her sins
vengence would be taken
nth will ever be mistaken
her absence is important
to evryone so plaese be patient
she'll leave once her time has come
it wont be too long
as she wave her last goodbye to noone
and bids..."so long..."

~ de meek silent girl ~
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de weakness in her eyes
she falls and cries evrynite
she hides and hides
showin somehow a brave side
pushin her fears deeper and deeper inside
each time she sits beside de moonlight
darker and darker
accumulatin her scars and tears of her lover
pushin pushin..addin addin
shes dyin and dyin
and cryin and cryin
and pleadin and pleadin
and bleedin and bleedin
wad shall it be onli u could see
de weakness...de tears..
de meek lil girl tryna get free
tryna let go her fears
but still she hides holds close to her hart
wishin to be apart
holdin on as tight as she could
still puttin on de brave side as she would
afraid to be seen as a meek lil girl
sobbing quietly in de corner
waiting to be wasted away
day by day
she shall wait
for death to be awake

~ go ahead make my day ~
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de moonless nite hang high in de dark
leaving all hopes hangin frm sparks
her eyeballs fall when she sees
de light shining so bright all blinding
cos life shoved her far too long away frm de light
leaving all her hopes lost desolved during de fight
now she's lost
shes so gone
cos shes so scared
to open her hart
so closed up all so sad
wishin she could depart
opened veins
blood gushin
all pitch black all so dark
shes so scared so afraid
of de tolerance of de tension
de tolerance of her desolation
disappearin into oblivion
which all meant her salvation
shall it be her day
or wadeva u may say
death call its de way
of how she say "go ahead make my day.."

~ silent tears ~
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secretly hiding..quietly holding
silently suffering beneath de veil she held
seconds minutes hours days..
shes sinkin fast day by day
desolvin in streams of tears
together her grief she flows and flows
accumulattin her fears
heavily sinkin tgt all her grief,memory,tears she hold
burnin scars..deepenin her soul
yet still she stands
smiling laughing jumping whining
dats wad de veil says ouside
yet silently shes dying..silently shes fadin
someone grab her pls b4 she fly
but will dere be a someone
oh yes deres no one
alone in de cold..waiting for her time to come
when will it be
she pleads and pleads
dun mind me pls juz stab her
and let her die...

~ presence equals absence ~
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blood drips down her eyes
shes goin blind wit those lies
wearin a mask outside
bloody and painful inside
fading away frm her drips of blood
so many times so cut
now her arm filled wit scars
similarly to her hart
wishin she could depart
detatchin herself bit by bit
taking bottles of pills day by day
endin everytink lil by lil
looking for de rite one
de one she slps away quietly silently in de dark
as she knew she'll never be beloved
no one would notice her absence
no one would appreciate her presence
staring wit anger
she could take this no longer
holdin quietly waitin silently
for her nearby deathcall
she would pick
will den she slips away quietly silently
even if she dies infront of ur eyes
u'll definately smile and laugh quietly inside
no one would ever be bothered
by this pesky looser
as shes swept away wit anger tonite